I randomly choose a file from the past to find an photo of Abby.
I didn't realize I had chosen August of 2013.
These were from some of the last photos of I took of her
and they are filled with such emotion for me.
It's still hard to look at her.
I keep hoping for the good feelings to return, but I can't
release the sadness I have at her not being with me.
I miss her. That "missingness" is the thing that has
tripped me up and I keep hoping it will subside.
But, to this date it hasn't.
Missing you everyday Abby.
I love you, always
to the moon and back.