8 out of 9 Lives

Good mews!
I'm home.
More GOOD mews the echocardiogram that they redid on me today
showed that "thrombus" on the aortic valve -- gone!
Was it ever there?
No way to know, but it's not there now.
YAY!
But, the sobering news is this my friends and I'm gonna be straight talking
with you my pals.
The Vet believes that my prognosis is guardedly negative and Mom
had to twist arms and legs to get that news outta her.
She also had to press to get a good sense of her recommendations
on my future care.
Because you know Mom wants what is best for me.
She is not opting for what is best for anything else.
Just me.
Gotta love Mom for that.
So every moment of every day going forward will truly be a gift.
It's my gift to Momma.
I'm a tough girl ,but well, we'll have to play it by ear, but I
do think I have used up about 8 out of my 9 lives.
I know Momma is broken up about my condition because
she wants so badly to fix it and make me whole again.
But that's not what is in the cards.
Momma and I are going to be flying our way to the moon
and back over and over while I still can.
***
I have to tell you it warmed my kitten heart to see all of the
beautiful purrs and prayers from all over the world here in the
Blogosphere and on Twitter. I had kitties from New Zealand,
France, England, Australia, Canada and all over the United States
purring and praying for me. I want you all to know I knew it.
I felt your love.
And it made me want to be back with all of you and with my
Momma who has my back.
So for my time left here on this earthly plane we aren't going to take
any of it for granted. Nope. Not at all.
We're all gonna love and purr and rejoice.
Now if you would all help me convince my Momma.
She is bit harder sometimes to convince.
She is, and I hate to say it a worrier.
Help me help her.
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Thank you for every single prayer they have lifted me up
and I feel glorious.
Love you all!
smoochies!!!
~Abby

9-1-1 Update Monday Afternoon

My poor girl taken on the ride into the Specialist.
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Well she is back inside an oxygen tent.
She does well with oxygen.
I don't know if it's just the car ride that stresses her out
or if it is CHF.
But she was breathing harder both trips in the car.
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So the Specialist told us to consider her condition "serious"
today, yesterday was "critical". So that is better news.
She is going to keep her in the tent and hopefully
calm her down and do a echocardigram this afternoon.
The Vet also wants to do blood panels of:
CBC,CHEM,T4,FT4, and UA.

But they were worried about stressing her out too much.
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They also will be transporting her back to the ER tonight.
(they don't hold patients overnight, and that ER is
right across the street)

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So that is where we stand right now.
She is in the hands of the person who can determine what ails her
and what we can do.
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I am very worried about the "what we can do" part.
I suppose I read too much stuff on the internet and the Vets
don't want to commit to too much without the data they need.
Not faulting them.
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I did see her in the oxygen tent right before they scooted us out the door.
She meowed to me twice but I couldn't touch her,
which was why I held onto her the entire trip in the car.
I was taking pictures with one hand and the quality is terrible
and she isn't feeling good plus she has a tube in her leg
which she so wants off but it's easier to administer the lasix
with that port.
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ABBY
I love you
to the moon 
and back
again
and 
again
and
again.
Amen
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Thank you again for all of your thoughts, prayers purrs and care.
Abby is very very sick right now.
And if she could I know she would tell you
herself how surrounded by your loving light she is.
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I hope that the Vet will give me a call later today and
have some news.
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Again I have preplanned postings going up this week.
I will definitely do updates on Abby
and her progress.
I may not be around to comment
but know I am thinking of all of you and how much
I really truly from the bottom of my heart appreciate your messages.
***
I just hope I am making some sense
as I am out of my mind right now.