Today, 13 years ago, you came into my world.
My oh my, how you changed me.
We surely both know.
To lose you after only 8 years together was one of
the most heartbreaking things to ever happen to me.
I have long searched for answers and I'm still
looking. But, I have come to accept that the
absence of you will always carry a certain amount of
sadness and pain. I cannot erase that away.
Nor should I want to.
It just is what it is meant to be.
Great love causes great loss.
We aren't meant to 'get over' the loss,
we are meant to find a way to incorporate it
into our daily living. It can never be forgotten.
Not someone you embrace with your whole heart.
Like I did you, and you did me.
That is the way it will always be.
I am so thankful for having you in my life for those 8 years.
Now another 5 without you here beside me on this earth.
I am still grateful.
I miss you and I always will.
To the Moon and back Abby.
Again
and
again...
love you forever.
