It was two years ago midday this Month that
we began our final Journey together on
this earth.
I've come quite far in some respects on the part
of the Journey I've had to do on my own
without you here at my side.
I've left behind the immense anguish,
the harrowing suffering
the torturous Grief monster.
Time has done it's work and chaffed
away slowly and gently at the torment of
your loss.
Replaced by an endless absence,
a longing
a wanting
a wistful bittersweetness
that permeates to the
inner core of my heart.
***
I don't know how long it will take
for time again to do it's duty.
To heal this new path of my
Journey without you.
I don't know where it will
take me and sometimes, admittedly
I simply don't understand.
***
I just
miss
you
beyond
words
everyday.
***
Abby I love you
to the Moon
and back
again
and again
and
again.
***
